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Gravity Kills
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[Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
:: 2:56pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

THIS IS A DEAD FUCKING JOURNAL.

 

Good bye everyone. I'm done with livejournal.

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Concrete eyes and flash bang imagery. [Monday, January 17th, 2005
:: 11:44am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

 

Here I go. I just didn't want to talk about something.

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I serve a purpose. I take up the space i'm given for a reason. A reason that I can defy as valid.

I.Am.Here.

I am beaufitul, witty, and bold. Sometimes I don't think things through, but my intentions, I swear, are always true. I am intelligent, i'm not always on the same page as everyone else, I seem to drift into my thoughts. I'm a dreamer, I think too hard and play not enough. I can read people like a book, but I try to ignore it, usually it get's me into trouble. I've gone through a lot more than most people could dream of, and a lot of  people don't even know the half of.

I am forgiving, I am caring. I give 120% to my friends and relationships, if I think you're worth it. I try and be honest, I bend the truth just a little sometimes. The full truth is sometimes hard to handle.

My past is something, I am leaving- exaclty in the past. People have heard a lot about me, I know. I'm not stupid I hear things. I do not care what you think about me.  As for some people have done much worse than I could ever imagine doing. I admit it now, I have done terrible things, but I accept them and are letting them go. My life is a lot different now, things have changed dramatically.

People are dramatic. People are liars. Who can you trust anymore? No one. People are two-faced. People are evil. Girls are the worst. I stay away from them. Except for a few. They're true. Human nature? I know people say shit about me, people still hold grudges against me-from YEARS ago. Most weren't even my fault. I've forgiven everyone who has ever done wrong to me. I forgive, it's what gets people by.

I don't see how people can be so bitter/dense/cuel. Some people deserve it. Most, they don't. People, need to get over themselves.

You think you know me, but in all reality no one does. I'm only deep with myself. You think i'm opening up to you? You have no idea what i'm really like. All these years of hiding, I need to open up sometime. Maybe? No. I guess? Some other time.

So, the story ends.

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Concrete eyes and flash bang imagery. [Sunday, December 12th, 2004
:: 2:36pm]
[ mood | curious ]

                                 

                                                           Yeah, see it.

                                 !Comment to be added!

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....!!!!.... [Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
:: 1:37am]
[ mood | Whoa.. ]

http://dickcream.com/landscaper/
http://www.rathergood.com/lalala/

Ahh, the stuff I do when i'm bored.

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[Monday, August 9th, 2004
:: 3:53am]
The \\
Last Cigarette:One hour ago.
Last Alcoholic Drink:Yesterday.
Last Car Ride:Today.
Last Kiss:5 days ago.
Last Good Cry:Weeks..
Last Library Book:I never..
Last book bought:Chemical Pink.
Last Book Read:Blood Posse
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:Bleh, It's been too long..
Last Movie Rented:American Beauty
Last Cuss Word Uttered:CuntAssShitFuck
Last Beverage Drank:TalkingRain Mango
Last Food Consumed:Chips.
Last Crush:Shit..Not telling..
Last Phone Call:Jordan.
Last TV Show Watched:Innuyasha I FUCKING LOVE THAT SHOW. DIE
Last Time Showered:This morning. I'm a germ freak.
Last Shoes Worn:Checkered Vans.
Last CD Played:BrokenBoy
Last Item Bought:Ballet Flat shoes..
Last Download:The Velvet underground..
Last Annoyance:My dog farting like A CRAZY GAS MONSTER
Last Disappointment:Knowing, Relationships are pointless
Last Soda Drank:TALKING RAIN
Last Thing Written:A drawing of a toaster with arms and wings.
Last Key Used:.
Last Words Spoken:Fuckitty, shaa?
Last Sleep:Going on almost 24 hours.
Last Ice Cream Eaten:Vanilla.
Last Chair Sat In:This god damn computer chair.
Last Webpage Visited:nobodyhere.com/justme

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WHOA [Monday, August 9th, 2004
:: 2:48am]
[ mood | awake ]

My sister has fallen asleep behind me on the couch.

I just heard a giant snort.

It made me jump.

Ahh, I love my sister.

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I can't sleep, someone shoot me.

Or jam sleeping pills down my throat.

One or the other is good.

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HuuZZaaAhHhh [Saturday, August 7th, 2004
:: 1:10pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

I'm getting a haircut, today.

Pictures later.

Hopefully, i'm spending the night at Jordan's tonight.

Good-bye.

Whheee!

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[Friday, August 6th, 2004
:: 3:33pm]
I messed around with my lay-out. It needed some change.

BwuHAhaha.

Blah.
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Look. [Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
:: 4:50pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I can't hide from this forever.

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Damn. [Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
:: 4:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Why must my parents take their anger out on me?



Fuck.

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Different [Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
:: 3:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Okay, get this;

I go outside, all our plants our ripped out, dug out, and put in a garbage bag.

I ask my dad, what the hell is he doing.

He puts a cinder block in a hole and says he's planting cinder blocks.

He wants a wall to grow.

Did he just get bored, or go insane.

Ahh, I love my father.

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4&Pickles! [Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
:: 2:30pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Horoscope for Libra
03 Aug 2004
You'll feel inspired at your job today by your 100% original thinking. If you act with anger you may blow the relationship. Lovers will be demanding.

 

 

You are a charmer, always a popular addition to any social situation, you enjoy meeting new people and getting to know them. You are also good at settling disagreements between others. You have a gift of tact in that you know when you are about to put your foot in your mouth, and you withdraw. You are highly relationship oriented, and you like to have a lot to do with people as opposed to a little. Arty persuits make you happy.

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[Monday, August 2nd, 2004
:: 11:59pm]
[ mood | content ]

Sean draws me cool pictures.

BWUHAHAHA!

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[Monday, August 2nd, 2004
:: 9:19pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

 

Enjoy the silence

 

 

Thanks for a great weekend, Jordan. Much love.

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How can you not? [Sunday, August 1st, 2004
:: 1:40pm]
[ mood | busy ]

 

If:

 

 

Ignorance is bliss.

 

 

I can conclude, that's my main reason for never being happy.

 

I can't be ignorant, and play along with peoples idiotic games.

 

 

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[Saturday, July 31st, 2004
:: 2:47pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Off to a family reunion.

Call me if you want to talk.

My cell is on.

Good-bye.

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&! [Friday, July 30th, 2004
:: 6:50pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Linciare: A good example...
Linciare: Girls are confusing as hell.
Linciare: Guys are just blind and stupid.
Linciare: Need I say more?
Linciare: =P
GrecoGal of hell: What the hell am I?
Linciare: You don't fall in a category.
Linciare: Thank god.


Neyaw, I win.

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[Thursday, July 29th, 2004
:: 3:32pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Another reason why. I don't trust anyone.

Another reason that supports my case that people are inconsiderate and uhh, just don't like me. Hah.

BWUHAHAHA..

Not fucking fun.

AT ALL.

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It's a crime I never told. [Thursday, July 29th, 2004
:: 1:56am]
[ mood | complacent ]

Me and the man I love. Don't we look awake. BWUHAHAHA! Shit, i'm ugly.

Sean, I ♥ you.

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Fall. [Thursday, July 29th, 2004
:: 1:11am]
[ mood | cold ]

Feel this tingle in each finger tip. Trace your hips in each moment I live up to. I sense your movement. I sense your movement. Colors are traced. Moments are forgotten. Memories are still embedded in my mind. I miss you. Heart beating. You're so close, I can sense it. Only these miles in between are making me scream. I just miss your touch. So soft and steady. Don't forget me. These memories, I know will last.
I won't go gently.

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